I'm Not Ashamed (2016) - Drama Movies 113 minutes. I'm Not Ashamed: The Rachel Joy Scott Columbine Story, I'm Not Ashamed: The Rachel Joy Scott Story, Ja, ich glaube, I am not Ashamed, Hablando con el, Hablando con el. Based on the journal entries of Rachel Joy Scott, the first student killed in the Columbine High School shooting in 1999. She was the first person Harris and Klebold saw in their desire to kill as many people as possible, not because she was religious, as this movie will have you believe. depression, high school, faith, christianity, denver, colorado, artist, homelessness, violence in schools, female friendship, bullying, biography, based on true story, loneliness, teenage girl, high school friends, social outcast, religious film, 1990s, paying it forward, mass shooting, non-professional acting, independent film, columbine, victim complex, disrespectful, inflammatory